In transit

The awakening,
which was a long hope,
i dared i woudln't be me again,
but i am in transit..

to dwell in the past,
still the only hope,
because my sibling,
she always there,
in my past with much joy,
now she has blown away,
she was taken away,
by the sin, by the wrath,
yet for all i curse myself,
but now i'm in transit..

prosperity i had in life,
feels me like a nightmare now,
forgiven me in her will,
but still i can't forgive me,
my sin, my stupidity,
let my sibling bury in the memory,
yet i am alive and need to re-born,
but still i am in transit...